What an impressive insight from a largely unknown prophet of
Israel. Habakkuk, having come to his wits end in the ensuing tumult of the
nation, cries out in anguish to the LORD asking “don’t you see what’s going on?
Don’t you care about us? Why are you not doing anything?” The prophet receives
an answer that we deep down know to be true, but too often do not want to admit
for we it’s losing control of our wills and lives.
The LORD tells the distressed prophet, “I see what’s going
on. In fact, I see it and understand it more that you will ever know in this
lifetime. I see the pain, the destruction and the sin – and I’m using it for my
purpose.”
Today we could add to that, “Didn’t I send my Son to die for
you? Didn’t I take your sin and conquer it by death? Didn’t I rise from the
underworld for you? Don’t I extend to you my Mercy in every confession? Don’t I
offer you my Body and my Blood at every mass? Don’t I sit on your altar so you
and I to gaze upon each other in adoration? Don’t I send legions of angels every
day and at every time in history to protect you, my beloved creation? Don’t I
give you the example of the saints to follow as guides and intercessors? I do
all this for you without asking anything out of you, but that you trust me,
that you love me, that you seek me.”
This is the reminder Habakkuk received quite poignantly from
the LORD – there is no need to wonder what the LORD knows and sees – he’s quite
keen and astute to the topics of earthly and temporal affairs.
The key here is that we find within our faith the protection
and strength to meet all life’s battles and tumults.
Faith, along with the word Love, is perhaps one of the most
watered down and misrepresented words within our language. Faith cannot be seen as
merely having some set of codes and creeds in our back pocket to pull out and
offer to the pagan, atheist, protestant, Jew, Muslim who differs from our way
of thinking. If you’ve ever tried to convert with a battle over facts and
ordinances, you know what a waste of time that really is. You can’t reason
someone into a conversion of the heart, if you think you can, then I’d like to
witness what other divine acts you can do for us!
No, faith is not a set of codes and ordinances of a Church
or religion. Whenever it’s reduced to that, we encounter a dying religion. Not
because our laws aren’t interesting, but because it gets off track and
ineffective. That is not faith, it’s merely the context and the earthly way of
living it out and understanding the theology of God and Church.
Faith is not the theology – theology is theology. Faith is
an act of the will – Faith is a verb! Faith is coming before the LORD in the
Eucharist and falling to your knees because you realize that on your best day,
you can’t even begin to fathom how that bread becomes the body of your GOD.
Faith is waking up each morning and realizing that you have been given another
day on this earth, not because of your great healthy living tips, but because
the LORD has a will for you to live out. Faith is taking the rosary in your hands
and gripping them in utter surrender to the beauty of a life lived in the
Blessed Mother and realizing that She and all the Saints are gazing upon the face of God and are intimately
connected with you and never ceases to pray for you. Faith is looking at your
family, your friends, your loved ones and realizing that God has given you a precious gift that nothing can ever replace – and sticking close by them and sacrificing
for them so that you go without so they can have. Faith informs us that the posture of a Christian is the cross, and if
you aren’t living your life in cruciform obedience, then you aren't tapping into your potential. Faith is
everyday recognizing the incalculable beauty that’s penetrating your heart and
mind, and it’s beckoning you to bask in the light of that beauty.
When our lives are this, when our lives look like this, then
we have found the pearl and the essence of faith. Faith, reduced to some facts
and figures is not faith – it’s exactly that: facts and figures. But a life
conformed to the Mysteries and abandoned to the arms of our omnipotent God –
that is faith. When our lives are built upon the essence and practices of God,
and not merely our minds to the theology of it, then we find contentment in the will of the
LORD. Then we understand, not Habakkuk’s desolation, but the consolation of the
LORD he received.
If everyone lived the cross. If everyone surrendered to the
Mysteries that penetrates the cosmos. If we surrender to the magnitude of what
has been done for us, then we have begun to understand what faith really is –
and it’s joyful! That is how we convert by our faith. In the freedom we have
found in the arms of a GOD who loves us, we bring a new tinge and hue to the
world. If all of us did that, if all of us were to live cruciform lives, what a
different place this would be, what a vibrant Church we would have. The laws,
ordinances and codes and creeds of the Faith – those are easy and will
naturally follow – don’t obsess about it or make your faith about it. If you
aren’t living it first, you’re life will be like a 9th grade
research paper instead of an intoxication of Divine Love!
This is achievable in everybody. Why? Because we are all
made and destined for the same God! So believe and abandon yourselves into God.
Make your faith first about that, then everything else will fall into place,
you have my guarantee.
Only then, and I mean only then, will our lives really ever
make sense. Only then will we ever begin to find meaning in our sufferings and
death. Only then do we begin to finally live and live life to the fullest! If
you do not find yourself coming before the mysteries of God everyday, you have
not begun to understand what Faith means. You have perhaps grasped doctrine, but not what it means to have faith. Or you just really haven’t
thought about it all together, and thus you really have no idea what you’ve been
missing!
So go out today and be like our beloved saint, Saint Francis
who, as the prayer attributed to him asks, making us instruments of God’s peace
– becoming vessels and agents of the LORD and allowing the Spirit to grip hold
and make amazing things happen!
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